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I WANT TO CRY!!!!!
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[17 Jan 2006|10:03pm] |
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I WISH I COULD RUN AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK! I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE, I REALLY DO HATE MY LIFE!!!!
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[10 Jan 2006|03:47pm] |
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i am falling into this depression and dont know what to do. i fell like i only hang out with one person kim, and now she is back at school so what do i do nothing i sit at home all day. Tom and me are just fighting all the time i told him i was sick of it but i just dot know how much more i can take. i feel everythime i try to talk to talk to him i fell like he just ask me if i am done complaning to him. i dont have anyfriends here right know know one ever calls me i always call them and most of the time the friends that i thought i had always have somthign to do. i am not mad at anyone so dont take it like that i jsut wish yo guys would make some time for me. the one person can talk to about this is someone who i fell all i dont is complain to them and i donmt want to do that i just dont want ot sit at my house and cry because i am unable to really tell people how i am felling. i fell like know one even knows me for me. i am so sick of other people telling me what to do i justwant ot do things for my self and i am not afraid to tell people my opition anymore i am not going to go thought life unhapy. so there is only one thing i need to do................
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[10 Nov 2005|10:49am] |
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so me and tom have not talked in like 2 days i really miss him alot and dont know what to do. i love him more than words can say but i dont know if it is right. it seems like 'I CANT LIVE WITH HIM BUT I CANT LIVE WITH OUT HIM" god that makes me so mad. well we will see what happens on friday when we talk for the first time in like 4 days. i know its not a lot but we noemaly see each other everyday or at least talk like 5 times a day i miss him so much!!! i dont know what to do!!!
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[04 Nov 2005|02:20pm] |
so me and krissy hang out all the time now witch i go i missed her!!!! i am going up north saturday with laura to reggies cabin to go muding i can not wait it will be so much fun!!1 i dont want to feel left out because some people are going that i am not to sure if they like me but we will see. i dnt ahve problems with any of them so i hope they dont have problems with me. me and tom are doing ok we dont see each other as much anymore and we kinda do are own thing but still talk on the phone everyday. i do love him with all my heart but i feel like we are going are own ways i dont want that but mabey it is for the good. well kim came home last night we had so much fun trying to play vido games with steve and josh.
well got to go look for a job. anyone have any ideas about where i can get a job.. i out
Erin
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[28 Oct 2005|04:25pm] |
party at krissys house!!! i love when parents go out of town!!!!!
I love you TOM!!!! and happy birthday (yesterday)
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[02 Oct 2005|12:55pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!
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[25 Sep 2005|12:44pm] |
do you ever just want to cry and have that special person hold you?
i just hate life
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[21 Sep 2005|01:23pm] |
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well me and tom are talking again. he is callin me but i dont know if we are friends again or not. i really do care about him and i love him alot and want him to have a little respect for me but i dont know. i really hope it all works out.
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[20 Sep 2005|10:21am] |
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You will all miss me when i am not here anymore!!!!!!!!
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[07 Sep 2005|11:18am] |
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so things are a little better with me and tom. we are not back togather but we are best friends and we are going to let everythign play out ansee what happens. it is just so hard to hang out with him and not be able to sit on his lap or kiss him or even hold his hand.but on the other hand.
i started school my 2 classes are ok. math is so boring i hate it and pshy is so cool i, love my teacher and krissy is in it with me. yay. work has been crazy becase we dont have very many people working in are department so i have to work so much. but i do have to get goin i have to work tonight.
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[04 Sep 2005|11:00am] |
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Get a Piece Of Paper And Pencil!!!!!
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite
sex.
2. Which is your favorite color out of red,
black, blue, green, yellow?
3. Your first initial?
4. Your month of birth?
5. Which color do you like more, black or
white?
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
7. Your favorite number?
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).
WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN
(DON'T CHEAT)
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THE ANSWERS
1. You are completely in love with this person.
2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.
3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of ...love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your ...love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.
4. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you ...fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong ...love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your ...love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your ...soul mate.
5. If you chose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.
9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in your journal within one hour, and it will come true before your next birthday.
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[01 Sep 2005|10:11am] |
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i cant sleep! i can't eat! i dont know what to do with my self i. i miss him so much i am so sorry i ever did this to you i dont know what i was thinking i will never do it again i love you so much and i can't live with out you. we may fight all the time and say mean things but it all works out in the end. i love you so much its not funny. i cry my self to sleep thinking about you i miss everything about you!!! no matter how long it takes i will wait for you to come back to me and i will always be here for you.
I LOVE YOU TOM!!!!!!
I AM SO SORRY!!!!!!!
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[21 Jul 2005|01:48pm] |
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some times i just wish things were diffrent. i love friends and i love being around them but somtimes i just get so board. i love my boyfriens so much but i just wish he would so things that supprise me a little bit. like take me out somtimes or just do little things that he will know i like. i love him dont get me wrong but somtimes i just get board with him and want to move on but i dont because i just keep thinking things will change but they dont. i just wish things were diffrent.
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[05 Jul 2005|01:55pm] |
I dont believe in these or anything but i thought it was sad so yah
Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....
her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead
If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen
Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best
day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will
either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If
you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and
you know you can.
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[08 Apr 2005|01:11pm] |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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[05 Apr 2005|03:21pm] |
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DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!!!!
I wish it would all go away!!!everythign was so go for so long and there was no drama and now all at once!!!
I just wish it would stop!!!
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[04 Apr 2005|12:18pm] |
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well this weekend wass so much fun!!! but one night it got a little out of hand and we feel really bad!! i think the peoson is taking it a little to far. Me and krissy both agree that it was not that big of a deal.
On a better note me and danny sermo have been hanging out and he is so hott!!!
it is like a dream come true!!! ooo yay!!!
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[01 Apr 2005|10:16pm] |
My new name is E-DOGG
yay i am so cool i love to have so much funb with my friends!!!
chillin with krissy, robby, kim,ej,alyssa, laura, jeff, and me!!!
we are all so cool!!!!
PEACE OUT HOMIES!!!!
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